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I'm typing this because, for some reason I need to. even though I know there is not one person who is going to read it...this is something I never admit or tell to anyone. I am a lonely and sad person almost everyday. but I think that's a lot of people. they just know how to hide it. or shrug it off...

thank goodness for sleep and Music. it saves me. along with other things...known as addictions or passions for all things beautiful. and the people in my life who love me.

my only two best Friends. my lovely and beautiful sister in law. Art. Coffee. Photography. Poetry. a smile. falling leaves. walking home in the rain. reading stories to children. watching camp rock with my nieces and nephew. listening to my Records. the smell of fresh cut grass early in the morning. looking out the window on a train. reading in a coffee shop. Hugs. Laughter. looking up at the Stars. Sitting under a tree while the wind blows the branches. Piano men. Live Music. Halloween. a well made Sandwich. period Films. smelling Flowers. Journals. creating cards with every kind of paper. Masterpiece Theater. a full moon. Disneyland. ... . .. .. .